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With a heavy heart...

camosoul

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I want to apologize to the "DASH people."

I have spent my life trapped in an impossible dichotomy that has only gotten worse with time. I've recently sorted out what that dichotomy was. I'll not get into too many details, but it has led me to some very hostile behavior from a "give you back what you gave me, trial by the same fires with which you burned me" attitude.

I was trapped between my love of the United State's Bill of Rights, and the fact that it functionally does not exist anymore as a result of nearly a century of creeping corruption in the United States' Government.

I've held on too long and paid a price, mentally, that I've taken out on others simply as a means of continued survival. Some people self-medicate. I refuse to let my perceptions be fogged. I demand to see clearly.

The psychotic have no conscience to be tortured. The oblivious have no idea there is something by which their conscience should be bothered. The savages are just savages...

I say this not to excuse, but to give a full accounting of how it all went wrong and how I have wronged others as a result.

I have done what I have done as a result of cognitive dissonance brought about by the impossible dichotomy.

I've been fighting for the USA to make a comeback since I was old enough to read. But, it never will. It is dead. I have given decades of my life that I cannot get back, and many years of the future lost to mental distress.

All for the reward of being repeatedly stabbed in the back by my fellow citizens who continue the cheer that "Someone should do something!" The demographic kept getting narrower and narrower. I even started a business that targeted only decent Americans. And I wish to say to them; thank you so very much!

But, this was an echo chamber itself. I surrounded myself with the less-than-one-percent of Americans who were not part of the problem, and let myself believe that the USA still had hope.

I have to let it go. The USA is beyond all hope. I raised the alarm for decades, only to be called a fool. Now that all I warned has come true, a few have woken up, but it's way too little, way too late.

Holding on to the love of The Constitution, The Declaration of Independence, the Bill of Rights... I wouldn't let it go. Even beyond all reason, I loved it and fought for it. And mostly, it's last ditch; the 2nd Amendment. But, no one is willing to use it, so there's no reason to pretend it has any value.

It disintegrated around me. The name, United States of America, has become the complete opposite of everything it was meant to be. I wasn't pleased with Trump's election, but he was still better than anything else... The Swamp, as he calls it, will never be drained. No one will Make America Great Again. I gave it another year, and the SJWs only got stronger because the "deep state" is not a joke.

I laughed at the people talking about "deep state." It's not even deep anymore. We saw it strike with impunity at Charlottesville. The local government coordinated with domestic terrorist groups such as BLM, antifa, and the like. The police rounded up the people who paid for their "free speech" permit, and pushed them directly into the rioters who did not have a permit. They forced the violence, prevented any form of defense, and then told the media it was a bunch of racists that deserved it... Of course, the media ran with that pack of lies. There's a reason they don't show you any of the cameras on the ground...

Even when the vale is dropped, We the People are far too stupid to figure it out. The next time they stab me in the back, I won't be able to get back up.

I would have given my last dying breath if only one person had joined the cause to preserve this once great nation. But, no one ever did. The MAGA crowd is just as quick to backstab me for taking the actions they are too weak and cowardly to take, as the neo-Bolsheviks are to frontstab me for the same.

"Someone should do something!"

There is only one path... History has shown it to us many times... It's ugly, but the only way out, is through. In fire and blood. Your delicate sensibilities can't handle that? You lose. Freedom is lost a little chip at a time, and it has never been taken back by means other than large, bloody, chunks.

I decided to keep my last dying breath for myself instead of squandering it on ingrates who immediately backstab the someone willing to to that something.

I decided to let go of this sinking ship. The greatest love I ever had is dead, and I finally admit it. The empty, fake name "United States of America" may go on, but what it stood for will never be restored because the very people crying about it the hardest, are doing exactly what they must to end it. The Evil Party has the Stupid Party doing exactly what it wants...

I am seeking alternatives on the path to renouncing my US citizenship. I haven't even been able to say it out loud yet. Only type it... I'll spend at least the rest of my life trying to get over it, if ever...

It seems like a small thing, since I planned to spend the rest of my life on the boat I still haven't bought. Procrastinating in foolish hope that my one true love might pull through... It's over. It's time to walk away.

I realize I'm not turning my back on the USA. It ceased to be. I lament that the seeds of freedom and liberty have no place left on this corrupted Earth upon which to gain purchase and flourish. The USA was the last hope for Human Rights. Where can they exist now?

I want to apologize to those here I have wronged while in this condition.
 
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to give a full accounting of how it all went wrong and how I have wronged others as a result.

From your post I got a pretty good understanding about the first part, not so much the second, but I appreciate the post nonetheless.

History is a great succession of human triumphs and failings. Probably more of the latter. Hope you find something less frustrating to set your sights on --
 
From your post I got a pretty good understanding about the first part, not so much the second, but I appreciate the post nonetheless.
I didn't want to go into too many details, as details become tangents all too easily. And, that would distract from the point.
History is a great succession of human triumphs and failings. Probably more of the latter. Hope you find something less frustrating to set your sights on --
Just looking into other options...

I already feel better than I have in my entire adult life. For now, that's good enough.
 
A friend of mine walked that path. For at least 25 years. He talked about it to anyone that would listen. He, at significant expense, bought thousands of copies of the constitution and bill of rights and passed them out to people, hoping they would see what he saw everywhere.

Not too successfully I might add.

Having traveled a fair amount overseas, I'm afraid there are not many alternatives that are better. I'm not sure I could name one.

On the other hand, the status quo must eventually hit a money crunch, and I am hopeful that more sane options will become apparent without too much violence and bloodshed. And I must say, the plutocrats hate the internet. Word is getting around. Some people are waking up. Hey, look at all the crypto nerds we have now.
 

This pretty old video (back from 1984!) explains exactly what is happening right now in a very simple and clear way.
Too bad no one listened back then or wasn't able to fix the the root issue...

PS. Even though this is an important issue, rules are rules :rolleyes: moving to Offtopic
 
I'm afraid there are not many alternatives that are better.
I plan to spend the rest of my natural life on a boat. Dominica's Citizenship by Investment program looks good enough.

Looks like some Bitcoin clowns bit them a few years back, might not like DASH/Crypto...

If I can transfer from bitfinex to a Bank in Dominica, my 20 Year Elite Superiority Extension to Thailand will more than fill in the blanks.

Then, I can finally buy muh bote and never be heard from again! Then we'll all be happy!
 
I plan to spend the rest of my natural life on a boat. Dominica's Citizenship by Investment program looks good enough.

Looks like some Bitcoin clowns bit them a few years back, might not like DASH/Crypto...

If I can transfer from bitfinex to a Bank in Dominica, my 20 Year Elite Superiority Extension to Thailand will more than fill in the blanks.

Then, I can finally buy muh bote and never be heard from again! Then we'll all be happy!

Thailand has now a "DigitalNomad Visa " ;)(and good boat facilities)
 
I want to apologize to the "DASH people."

I have spent my life trapped in an impossible dichotomy that has only gotten worse with time. I've recently sorted out what that dichotomy was. I'll not get into too many details, but it has led me to some very hostile behavior from a "give you back what you gave me, trial by the same fires with which you burned me" attitude.

I was trapped between my love of the United State's Bill of Rights, and the fact that it functionally does not exist anymore as a result of nearly a century of creeping corruption in the United States' Government.

I've held on too long and paid a price, mentally, that I've taken out on others simply as a means of continued survival. Some people self-medicate. I refuse to let my perceptions be fogged. I demand to see clearly.

The psychotic have no conscience to be tortured. The oblivious have no idea there is something by which their conscience should be bothered. The savages are just savages...

I say this not to excuse, but to give a full accounting of how it all went wrong and how I have wronged others as a result.

I have done what I have done as a result of cognitive dissonance brought about by the impossible dichotomy.

I've been fighting for the USA to make a comeback since I was old enough to read. But, it never will. It is dead. I have given decades of my life that I cannot get back, and many years of the future lost to mental distress.

All for the reward of being repeatedly stabbed in the back by my fellow citizens who continue the cheer that "Someone should do something!" The demographic kept getting narrower and narrower. I even started a business that targeted only decent Americans. And I wish to say to them; thank you so very much!

But, this was an echo chamber itself. I surrounded myself with the less-than-one-percent of Americans who were not part of the problem, and let myself believe that the USA still had hope.

I have to let it go. The USA is beyond all hope. I raised the alarm for decades, only to be called a fool. Now that all I warned has come true, a few have woken up, but it's way too little, way too late.

Holding on to the love of The Constitution, The Declaration of Independence, the Bill of Rights... I wouldn't let it go. Even beyond all reason, I loved it and fought for it. And mostly, it's last ditch; the 2nd Amendment. But, no one is willing to use it, so there's no reason to pretend it has any value.

It disintegrated around me. The name, United States of America, has become the complete opposite of everything it was meant to be. I wasn't pleased with Trump's election, but he was still better than anything else... The Swamp, as he calls it, will never be drained. No one will Make America Great Again. I gave it another year, and the SJWs only got stronger because the "deep state" is not a joke.

I laughed at the people talking about "deep state." It's not even deep anymore. We saw it strike with impunity at Charlottesville. The local government coordinated with domestic terrorist groups such as BLM, antifa, and the like. The police rounded up the people who paid for their "free speech" permit, and pushed them directly into the rioters who did not have a permit. They forced the violence, prevented any form of defense, and then told the media it was a bunch of racists that deserved it... Of course, the media ran with that pack of lies. There's a reason they don't show you any of the cameras on the ground...

Even when the vale is dropped, We the People are far too stupid to figure it out. The next time they stab me in the back, I won't be able to get back up.

I would have given my last dying breath if only one person had joined the cause to preserve this once great nation. But, no one ever did. The MAGA crowd is just as quick to backstab me for taking the actions they are too weak and cowardly to take, as the neo-Bolsheviks are to frontstab me for the same.

"Someone should do something!"

There is only one path... History has shown it to us many times... It's ugly, but the only way out, is through. In fire and blood. Your delicate sensibilities can't handle that? You lose. Freedom is lost a little chip at a time, and it has never been taken back by means other than large, bloody, chunks.

I decided to keep my last dying breath for myself instead of squandering it on ingrates who immediately backstab the someone willing to to that something.

I decided to let go of this sinking ship. The greatest love I ever had is dead, and I finally admit it. The empty, fake name "United States of America" may go on, but what it stood for will never be restored because the very people crying about it the hardest, are doing exactly what they must to end it. The Evil Party has the Stupid Party doing exactly what it wants...

I am seeking alternatives on the path to renouncing my US citizenship. I haven't even been able to say it out loud yet. Only type it... I'll spend at least the rest of my life trying to get over it, if ever...

It seems like a small thing, since I planned to spend the rest of my life on the boat I still haven't bought. Procrastinating in foolish hope that my one true love might pull through... It's over. It's time to walk away.

I realize I'm not turning my back on the USA. It ceased to be. I lament that the seeds of freedom and liberty have no place left on this corrupted Earth upon which to gain purchase and flourish. The USA was the last hope for Human Rights. Where can they exist now?

I want to apologize to those here I have wronged while in this condition.
Since I cut out all my consumption of mainstream media and 'fear porn' on YouTube I feel so much better. Still watch loads of YouTube but no news stuff like Alex Jones or Gerald Celente etc.. you'll be amazed at how much better you'll feel when not exposed to all the fake news and celebrity bullshit... it will certainly help your transition to a calmer and better existence Camosoul.

All the best my friend.
 
Ignorance (of the world's problems) is truly bliss. When I say cut out, I mean everything, no tv, no radio, no magazines, not even mainstream sports which has become infested with feminist ideology. Naturally, a bit of information will creep in here and there, (especially on YouTube, I can't give that up) but I just laugh at how transfixed and debilitated most people are by all the petty nonsense.

It's not easy to do this as the media is completely pervasive, however for the first time in my life I'm not up to date with mainstream sports results and/political stuff etc. etc. but I'll tell u what, I feel great. It's possibly a similar feeling of independence and separation that you are seeking to find aboard your boat.
 
It's possibly a similar feeling of independence and separation that you are seeking to find aboard your boat.
I did this several years ago. It was nice, but it's not enough. I'm surrounded by these people. If I never go outside, do nothing but make parts and fill orders, never go anywhere...

I've always loved the beach and the sea. Muh bote isn't purely escapism. That's just a convenient coincidence. I'm a very solitary person to begin with. The part that hurts is having to renounce my citizenship to do it. FATCA is an example of the death throes of a dying system. Lashing out at anyone it can. Highest per-capita prison population on Earth. Desperately criminalizing anyone they can for the money.

I am public enemy number one. I'd be a fool to stick around and wait for my turn. I've given it all I can. I've given it everything. Clutching that delusive phantom of hope.

I'm a prisoner in my own home. I'm surrounded by left-fringe wack jobs, and weak sissies that won't oppose them. Life is completely ruined unless you're a brain-dead savage. I've even considered getting a job just for the hell of it... There's no way I'll ever get past the white hating, man hating HR people... The deep state is everywhere.

And I get to pay 78% of my income to fund the entities that force me to live like this? I get to pay for everyone else's health insurance, but I get nothing for myself? I get to pay for the crotch-farming of millions of unloved children being indoctrinated into this shit?

Forget women, they've gone full retard. But, I do get a good laugh out of being told "You can't afford me." Bwahahahahahaha!

The worst part about fear porn, is it's the only thing that's not fake... Alex Jones, he's hilarious. But, he's more accurate than anything on TV...
 
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I did this several years ago. It was nice, but it's not enough. I'm surrounded by these people. If I never go outside, do nothing but make parts and fill orders, never go anywhere...

I'm a prisoner in my own home. I'm surrounded by left-fringe wack jobs, and weak sissies that won't oppose them. Life is completely ruined unless you're a brain-dead savage. I've even consideered getting a job just for the hell of it... There's no way I'll ever get past the white hating, man hating HR people...

Forget women, they've got full retard. But, I do get a good laugh out of being told "You can't afford me." Bwahahahahahaha!

The worst part about fear porn, is it's the only thing that's not fake... Alex Jones, he's hilarious. But, he's more accurate than anything on TV...

Agreed.
 
you'll be amazed at how much better you'll feel when not exposed to all the fake news

Not to hijack camo's eloquent post (which I fully comprehend/having parallel experiences) but I too have eliminated alot of media from my life and it is great! I don't think I've gone as far as you, Super8, but the funny thing is- after making the changes I'm surprised when it rains!

Also, people say, "did you hear about this" or "did you hear about that" and I say, "No, tell me."
 
Also, people say, "did you hear about this" or "did you hear about that" and I say, "No, tell me."
The down side is exposed here. You're out of touch with reality.

How can you resist a thing if you have no idea it's there? You essentially join the realm of the oblivious.

Jefferson pointed out the problem of being forced to work so much that you have no time left to educate yourself of what's going on in the world around you.

You didn't stop getting screwed, you became unaware that it was happening. You voluntarily did to yourself that which external influences were unable...

I live with my eyes wide open. No matter how much it sucks, I don't self-medicate. Putting one's self in a bubble of ignorance is a form of self-medicating.

Most importantly, it doesn't fix the problem. It simply makes you unaware of what's about to bite you.


The bitches go nuts, the weak fight amongst themselves to prove "dominance" as a valueless currency. Extinction accelerates, instead of being prevented.

The prime specimens lose interest, avoid the bs, and are mocked as "dysfunctional" or "stupid" even though they're the only ones smart enough to realize what's happening and preserve themselves.

Expounded upon here: https://conventionalstupidity.com/?p=1739
 
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Because there is so much information out there it can become overwhelming and so it makes life more pleasant to chose not to focus on the negative stuff. I know it's out there, so I take precautions and my self preservation instinct is legendary. I ain't stoopid.

I have come to realise thru painful experience that I am happier being more centred and focused on myself (perhaps akin to the 'beautiful ones') and therefore - back on topic - having a decent chunk of my assets in crypto (mainly Dash of course) and being my own bank is an excellent step in the right direction.
 
Anyway, the mices (deliberate) didn't have the option of buggering off to Thailand every now and then to bang twenty something bitches for the princely sum of 1000 baht whenever the fancy took them. Ha ha ha. (Glad Im not a mouse, despite my shiny coat.)
 
having a decent chunk of my assets in crypto (mainly Dash of course) and being my own bank is an excellent step in the right direction.
I keep nothing but a small amount of operating "petty cash" on hand. Everything else is crypto. I live in a crappy little house int he middle of nowhere, and I couldn't say why for the longest time... I can afford a mansion on a hill, but, I don't.

Because it's a weak loser status symbol, and I have no desire for it.

Even by this accounting, it still makes no sense.

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Why would I want to impress people I don't like? Even if I do have the money to buy stuff I don't want?

I'm looking for a way to assure I can actually GET AT my crypto, and travel where I'd like, before I burn this bridge.

I just noticed something cool... It was there the whole time!

Read the text in that image.

Scroll up on that image until the first line of text is no longer visible.

Read it again.
 
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Anyway, the mices (deliberate) didn't have the option of buggering off to Thailand every now and then to bang twenty something bitches for the princely sum of 1000 baht whenever the fancy took them. Ha ha ha. (Glad Im not a mouse, despite my shiny coat.)
If I wanted to bang used up slutty gold diggers, I'd have my pick right here...

BTW, the pretty ones cost 5000+ baht. They don't have many supermodels in Thailand, you'll notice...

...were I a lesser man.
 
Brain wallet.

Shame to switch off the masternodes tho.
Now that they're becoming real money, and not just a silly toy, I need to consider them more carefully.

Complying with the USA's tax bullshit is not an option. They'll make up some pretend "error" I made. They'll change the rules. They'll "re-interpret" the law instead of changing it. Or, just fucking lie and do whatever the hell they feel like. We see them doing that already by forcing us to exchange under duress, and fraudulently calling it "capital gains."

The reciprocal arrangements related to FATCA are one example; they have no legal authority to create them. They just do whatever the hell they want with impunity. The law means nothing. They just make shit up as they go and declare it the law.

Compliance only means you get fucked later instead of right now, and they know exactly where to find you and how hard to fuck you.

Not to mention, having it on my conscience that I'm funding all the sick social programs that these taxes pay for. My humble existence has kept my conscience clear so far, because I haven't had a lot of income upon which to pay taxes. But, when I stop having business expenses, and MasterNodes become real money... I won't be able to live with that, and I need to find a plan. I can't enjoy my life if I'm a part of this unforgivable evil.

Only two countries on this planet have Citizen-based taxation.

Eritrea, an impoverished nothing country in the armpit of Africa, with a 2% tax rate, and it's entirely voluntary, but only because they know they can't enforce it.

The USA. And this, only recently because they're desperate to abuse anyone they can for as much cash as they can to keep the failing crotch farm vote plantation afloat.

Of those that remain which have residency-based taxation, only two allow a person to become a citizen without any residency requirement.

Dominica, $100,000
St. Kitts and Nevis: $250,000

If I'm going to spend the rest of my life in other countries, it makes no sense to keep paying tons of money for stuff from which I get no benefit, a guilty conscience for being part of it's evil, and have to live under the constant worry of abuse from fraud committed by the corrupt US government grasping desperately at anyone it can attack to keep itself afloat as it dies.

One exceptionally disturbing thing about FATCA reporting/compliance, is "Foreign Asset Reporting." There is no tax on assets, so why do they need to know? Because they're planning a seizure. I am not buying my boat until I'm clear of that.
 
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